i love you today and forever

why is today so tough?
just a birthday…your first one you celebrate elsewhere
why did you have to go
why then
why not wait or give some notice
so much left i have to say
so much left undone
ours was a relationship far unique
a relationship partially in ruins

yet now it doesn’t matter
happy am i supposed to be
but tearstained eyes is all i see
give me hope he’s ok
let me know he’ll be just fine

wherever he is please wish him a happy birthday just from me
give him a gentle kiss upon the cheek…
tell him he’s just mine…and tell him i love him longer than the day

happy birthday to you…
happy birthday to you…
happy birthday i still love you
happy birthday to you

you may be far from here
but far from forgotten you are
you will always be a part of me
you will always be in my heart

I LOVE YOU…today and forever…

~ by nietzscheiam on April 15, 2008.