blindsided

boss eval today
felt like a blow beneath the belt
found myself covering for others
while defending myself
emotions were hard to control
the good concealled with the bad
all wrapped tightly to make me “feel good”
you did this great BUT
the but always wins

felt built up slightly only to be torn down to the ground
misunderstood and misscommunication the huge key
it’s not me…it’s not him
it’s simply an inability to see eye to eye
different perceptions of the same job
the wrench in the middle of it all
i don’t know that i agree with where he wants this to go
didn’t voice it all…had emotion to control
everytime i defended i was knocked down
at times like that there’s only one way to go
quietly duck the head, tuck the tail and crawl out the door

never expected this day at all

now what will i do
i will come back fighting
looking for revenge
i’ll come back to not only be accepted but to win
i’ll come back stronger than before
quietly sneaking back in the door

~ by nietzscheiam on April 16, 2008.

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