my son

possibly my greatest desire in this world
is that of my son
very little I wouldn’t scarifice for one…
yet then again I let one go without a fight

desire i’ve tossed upon my little man
desire misplaced as i make him mine
desire grows as does the pain
for unfortunately others are only playing games

playing games
something i’ve grown good at
play one job until the fun runs out
then run to something else
a grown adult trapped in as a senseless child
education lacking knowledge
will lacking desire
marking time was good
when time was on my side
time has taught me lately it’s far from this one’s side
it takes as it sees fit
destroys regardless the pain it leaves
time…is just that…time…and it’s passing away

~ by nietzscheiam on April 21, 2008.